Have you ever wanted something so badly that when you finally got it you didnât know how to react? Well, itâs happening to me now. For weeks, Iâve been wondering what to write in this post, and here I am now, living my big day and not knowing what to say.
2020 is one of the most difficult and controversial years in our contemporary historyâI know some of you survived much more difficult times. All of this year, I tried not to complain, not to despair, not to fear the future. I faced it with a smile on my face and forced optimism, immersing myself in work. Because, like everyone else, I had plans for 2020.
Today is the launch of my new pen name and the release of my first book in a new genre.
Itâs the beginning of an era for me.
Iâve been planning this moment for a whole year. Iâve poured so much heart, sweat, tears and sleepless nights into this project, trying to perfect every single detail of my new adventure. Iâve agonized for months before I decided to start writing under a new pen name, because I wanted to keep my audiences separate and not mislead my romance fans by giving them mysteries and thrillers.
For weeks Iâve studied potential pen names before I chose Melinda Colt, a name that is actually close to my own, Melinda Coliolu. It does sound better though, and it evokes action, danger, hopefully a little sexinessâall that I try to include in my books. Plus, itâs easier to pronounce. đ
During the past year I have worked relentlessly to write the first three novels in my new series, The Irish Garda Files. I have researched, hunted for information, knocked on doors, and even reached out to An Garda SĂochĂĄna, Irelandâs police force, to assist me in my writing. With every sentence, I struggle to offer my readers the best product, the most authentic and heartfelt journey. Of all my hobbies, reading has been my favorite since I was four years old. Escaping into books and living along my favorite characters is such a fantastic experience itâs impossible to describe. I want to give that to my readers. If only one of you escapes in my stories and loves them so much you wish they never end, then my mission as a writer is complete.
I spent the past few months preparing frantically to launch Dare Game, the first book in the series. My hands still shiver with anxiety as I check my sales and reviews. What if readers wonât like it? What if people wonât buy it? What if it will get buried among the millions of books on Amazon and no one will find it?
Iâve never been this honest and open about my feelings in a public post. Iâve learned the hard way never to show vulnerability, because in this day and age a lot of people prey on it just for kicks. I know I will get some hate for this post. I know I will get some indifference. But, most of all, I hope I will get some love and understanding.
Because launching a dream of this magnitude during a frigging pandemic sucks!
I know youâre well aware of that. All over the world people lost their jobs, cancelled their weddings, went bust in their businesses, got separated from their families, lost loved ones, or lost their lives prematurely.
Weâre living some crazy times. It seems that everything is trying to kill usâCovid-19, the weather, the worldwide political and financial crisis, and pretty much everything we eat, drink, or breathe. Everyone is affected by some or all of this.
To me, September 22nd 2020 was all about me and my new bookâthe light at the end of the tunnel. I literally survived this entire year dreaming and dreading this day. Well, today isnât about that anymore. According to Google, on this fall equinox weâre celebrating a number of things: Falls Prevention Awareness Day, National Elephant Appreciation Day, Hobbit Day, National Ice Cream Cone Day, National Singles Day, National Temperature Control Day, National Voter Registration Day, National White Chocolate Day.
All of these things are more important than one book. Because while this book might be valuable to me, those things up there are valuable to all of us. All I can hope for is that one day, maybe decades from now, my writing will matter enough to be included in a list like thatâmaybe somewhere between ice cream and chocolate.
For today though, I just want to share my joy with you, and hope you wonât judge me too harshly because of my weaknesses.
And if youâre wondering what Iâve been talking about for the last ten minutes, feel free to check out the infamousânot yet famousâDare Game. I would be honored to hear your opinions.
Stay healthy and safe,
Melinda
Melinda De Ross is the first Romanian to become a USA Today bestselling author. A prolific writer, she weaves humorous romance and tension-filled thrillers with the same enthusiasm. Her books combine the elegance of European literature with the modern appeal of American culture. While she’s a law graduate and professional target shooter, she prefers to spend her days spinning tales for her readers. In her downtime, she’d rather read or watch a classic movie than go to a noisy club. She loves to hear from readers, so if you have a question or want to learn more about her books, visit her website: MelindaDeRoss.com